Things are getting shaken up. After living at 48 MHD for 15 months and sharing it variously with 8 people I can't take roomates anymore. I've always shared homes all through my University career, but finally I can't do it anymore. I'm soon going to be 27, working on a Masters degree, I have a girlfriend that I love, and who loves me, I need my own space.
Having my home be a major source of stress and upset in my life has been having big effects on the rest of my life. I just want to move on and have a place I can come home and kick up my feet and know noone will be upset if I don't do the dishes today, or don't shovell till next week. Somewhere to call my own and to know I'm not answerable to anyone else.
I don't have any desire to share a home with anyone again till I'm ready to settle down with the one I love. I feel strongly that that persone will be Jessica, in a couple years when we're both finished with school and are ready.
It's a little less than 33 days before Jessica leaves, and 120.5 days till she comes back. Thats so soon, and so far away...
Well, I have to end this now. I really never got much work done today between being sick, being agravated, and worrying about finding a new place to live, not to mention the dozens of other things running through my head.
I wish I could blink and have a new place to live and have it be august 5th.
Jon
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